07 4 / 2012
As I was standing there holding the hose, I watched how he was working so hard to wash my car. He designated me as the sprayer.
He worked so hard for me…he didnt have to do all that but he did because he wanted to…Then after we finished washing and waxing and drying, he gives me a thumbs up, telling me how he did nothing and that I did all the work. Lol…so sweet…I didn’t do anything xD
Thank you for that, love. ^^
19 3 / 2012
The other day I asked you if we could park the car because the warmth of the sun felt nice on my chest and I thought it was a peaceful scene but we drove off instead…maybe next time?
16 3 / 2012
At times I’m at an ok place and other times I want to die.
Yes, my past haunts me…sometimes when I drive and sometimes in my sleep.
I wish I can select those unwanted memories and erase them forever because it seems like too much weight on my shoulders that my knees can’t support me anymore…
It’s hard to look forward when your past is filled with pain…but I’m trying…dear God I am trying. That’s all I can do.
As of now…I’m at an ok place. Stressed out like hell…but ok.
16 3 / 2012
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06 3 / 2012
Is it just me or does anyone else get irritated the hell out when you can’t get a hold of someone on the phone? It.drives.me.effin.insane…
Maybe it is what was told to me…maybe because I am physical with someone, I immediately feel that there is a deep emotional connection like I want there to be…but because I want it to be serious, doesn’t mean the other party treats it the same way. I think he may want it to be a serious relationship, but he’s not acting like he’s in one. Maybe his priorities are better elsewhere.
I am deeply engulfed in my sadness…
